here are the pens i like to use when i'm busting out some creativity, yo.i found out that i communicate through creativity:
"You think of art as a means of reaching out to others but, at the same time, you use it as a shield to some extent...It’s the way you communicate with others and the way they can communicate with you. Seen in this light, creativity provides the basic materials to build a bridge between you and other people, so you can’t think of it as something that lies outside your relationship with others. You like the attention and good opinion of others. When you show people what you’ve made — a birthday cake, or a piece of music you’ve written — it’s your baby, so you are very sensitive about any criticism. You need to be able to distance yourself from the result, and allow others to enjoy it and feel part of it, without it reflecting on you alone."
hmm. that explains why i cried so much during art critiques in college.